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Thursday, November 15, 2007


Fatness

Training,

ok

Today was not as hell as tues.

Guess what
first thing we do.

5x 1000m, wtf.

So as u know, i take my traditional position; the back and the last

then wtf, after 2nd, the sprints and jumps can just do another 1 and a half then go do hurdles
AAAAAAAA. cheaters, that shawn gan.

So the distance between me and the front became even greater. and then yu jin and gerald in the middle, a good 100m away. Cos gerald had muscle pain, and then yu jin just came back.

I have nothing to say about myself. hmm, maybe i should be shameful.



How?

So Tim ng came and tell me to shed 2 or 3 kilos, hmmm, maybe thats abit possible, let me brood on it.

I was 50kg in starting of sec 1, the nafa, i did 9 30, piece of cake.

then i grew heavier, around 55? ok, i dont care, its only 55, normal. u know, im not a girl, 50 is borderline underweight. obviously i would have grown

Then, i think the trouble started to show when i skipped the june training last year =)
Then i went for Nationals O.O and got around 11th for 800m, imba.

So, after that trained, and, skipped 1 month during the hols training in dec. Then come back to school, i tried to get bcak my form, i think, i was 60kg?? something there, or slightly lower.

That point, i can clearly rmb, in jan, The mad 200x40 times. for patrick farhan and brendan and all.

Well, i came late, and i followed and i only did around 14 o.O
Even if its near a quarter of what they did, i almost died. Johnathan was behind, hes now in Cross training i think, hes sec 3 this year. well u cant blame him, he dint train for 2 years.

Then Inter house track.

I went to burn, mwhahahahhahahahahah!!!
5 golds!

400m- 58secs kartik got 2nd whoo lol, jiehui did a 58 in last year --ll

well jiehui is now heavily off track, hes dam good, sec 1 they called him patrick jr.
he joined rugby -.o

800m i got a 2:18

hahhahhahahahahaha i won j low hahahahha

he got 2 20 i think
Can u believe, gary lim got a friggin 2 19, noob

Then 4x100, inter class first
inter house, supposedly first? and then nice one, theodore dint register the team, so we got first and no medal. ZZZZ

4x400
Gold, of cos, that time, that time la, my 400 was own
and we had who, joshua, and who, gabriel and qamarul, qamarul did well.

So, 4 gold medal, and one undeservingly lost. u know, with that one more i could have got a level champion trophy.

Nafa, did a 9 50 -.-
well, ive got more unfit after the dec hols, what u want

National jrs.
hah hah hah
Tan wenyi got a silver
mwahahhaa
56s somthng, i forgot what
first was this Sports school guy, isit keith? OH SHT it was jerad, that fking imba god.

He did a 53???!?!?! hell, another jamie coates
3rd is another sports school, called, nas what, forgot, a mud i think, no offence.

Then 800, i got 2 16 o.O
i got 5th , well thats good arldy.

So i rmb tim ng told me, eat more get stronger.

Yes i ate more, i started to eat during recess, and more and more.

I ate too much in the end.
so this continued for a few months.

Till the june hols.

Hell, was a wower o.o
The noob sht gryphon wasted my life.2 weeks of grinding to get a lvl 27? 28 around tehre.

And the milton decided to quit gryphon and go play his Grenada Espada or whatever.

And xunwei, being the xun wei he is, quit with milton. Tim ang went to play in some loser server. well, warren continued to play, i dunno abt how he fared.

Then left martius and me. so we dunno what to do. then he asked me to play this private server called wowscape.
Oh nice private server, i was lvl 70 there, rogue, the next 2 weeks of my hols spent there. nice one. And till my com spoil due to 1 month no shut down and continued playing.
i wld usually play to 3-5 in the morning
and the go for training.

NUTS.

The training, wtf! even tho i went for most of them, i slept so late. So each trianing was hell, the reps, were mad. i still rmb this sht, i dunno when it was, the 300x10 sht, 3 sets? omfg.
That was hell, after that me and andre - yes, he was there that time, unfortunately, he wants to change school, dont blame me, hes a nsk at heart- as i was saying, me and andre lied on the floor like some dead sht.

For half an hour i lied there, my abs was dying, cos, the whole thing, after each one, i bent down to breath hard, then after so many times, my abs start aching like mad.
Then , ya, it was mad, i think it ws before the june hols.

Anyway the june hols, after the first 2 weeks, mr loh decided to have time trials everyday

400 3 times, all out

300 3 5 times, all out.
and yea u know, 400 means under 58> , 300 means 40s

Sht, crazy, and 1.2 also, the 3 55. i can only do 5 mins -.-
and 800 and 600 trials.

well, it dint help me alot, cos i had late nights and it just shoo away the effects of traiing.

After hols ended, i decided to hardcore for the nationals.
yes, june hols is season training.

I went 5 times a week o.o Well, i was seriously burned.

And then, nats next week.

Whoo, skipped sch like sht.

It was that period that i start to know alot of the Chij tp girls, and i never knew geeking lives 5 mins away from where i train.
i was training there for nearly a week.

It just wasnt enough.

So i went to competition, with slight off form.

heats 1,i did a 58 for 400 -.-

heats 2, i did 60s OMG wtf!!!!

zzzz wasted.

800m first heat, i think i did 2 20? forgot

finals, -.- i dint even run, i dint felt like it, i dunno wtf i was doing, i just, " No,hell, i dont want to run, fk it, i dont want"

Then me , tang and zac went for the 800m , i ran for the first 100m and then i started to jog -.-ll

total LOL, then i was like jogging, then finishing, this noob ran past me, and i dint even want to chase, cos that wld look so stupid

Wow, Acsi got last, i tot that only happens in Acs cross.
Hmm, i am a record breaker.

So the medal came, for 4x400m.

And wtf, mr loh appointed me last runner.

OMG why????

Chin hui can do a 53

kartik can do a 56

-andre.....i dunno what, he have sudden pms outburst and turned emo for the rest of the month.
he dont want to run and got scolded my tim ng, loh and margeret. And he just skip school, come to stadium, sit there and emo with his ipod, or go find some temasek sec friends and talk there.

so he was replaced by...by...heats took by jinglong.
Finals, zac took over, but zac was tired from 1.5k , omg he got GOLD! omg imba, and yes, later he got a south zone colours, IMBA. he sec 1 ftw.
He got a silver for 800m, the cheenar RI guy took over at the last second and snatched zacs glory.

So Kartik was 1st runner, he did really well, he lead us as first. Godly job
Then come Zac, he did great, tho he dropped to 2nd or 3rd,
Chin hui went in, and got back first, omg omg, first, next is me
So i took the baton and ran, ran, was first u know, then this SJI guy chiong in front, i dint bother to take over, i paced him.

Then, nice pharq. Jared kicked in. And, sports school, from 3rd, went to first in a matter of 20 seconds. Over took, i dint chase, i know, hes too fking fast.
Then reached the 2nd curve, i ran to the side of the SJI, sht, i dint chiong in front, i stayed at his side at the curve, so u know, i ran more than him, and faster than him, but same position, cos a curve.

Then sht, thats a mistake, after the curve, last 100m, he overtook, and i cant chase, my legs cant move faster, knn. Then i arrived 3rd, wtf, i wasnt even dead from panting, i just stood there and walked, like sht, i got a bronze when i could i have gotten silver or something.
Well, whats done was done.
The only medal i got -.-

Then u know, i got even fatter after that, made worse by the break i took for term 3 exams, whoo thats my best avg for this year, then i went to hols and trained 1 week then break for EOYs -.-ll, so it made things worse.

And some time before june, when i started runnning, my legs felt weak, not strong and with a drive like it used to be, at first, i tot was cos i dint train for too long.
Over the months, i have come to realise that it only grew worse, and yes, its cos of my weight.
im 70kg now no, 71 now. And my legs are feeling even worse, now i cant drive. zzzzz

So imagine, if i shed 10 kg, i can burn sht. u know, i used to always in front when doing reps, now im at the back and still suffering -.-

what a sad case.

I shal hope that i can run next year

Its still a hope tho

I dint say i will make it come true =)

hmm, lets be as fat as geeking. so i start squeezing my soft fats.
tEhs Hawtness
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